I completely identify with what she describes as some stories coming into being "as a bird sings." It truly is a delightful feeling. I think because I write more short fic than Sutcliff wrote short stories, I have experienced that feeling more than once or twice. I don't necessarily view those works as my best works, but they were hands down the most enjoyable to write. I have never experienced it with a long novel-length work, probably because plotting is one of my weak points. I do best in the 10-30k range or shorter.
As for earlier writing vs later writing--I know that I was writing stuff in middle school and high school, but frankly I don't remember any of it clearly and I don't think I ever made it more than 20 pages into any one story. For me, I mark the start of my writing career when I was in college and started writing fanfic. I do think I was less aware in those days of certain stylistic elements and structural choices than I am now, but can't say that it's made me less "free" as a writer. In fact, I'd have to go with the opposite--with experience has come a greater ability to express myself. I don't have any earlier writings that I look back on with such regretful fondness as Sutcliff.
This sure made me want to read that early book of hers, though!
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Date: 2020-05-02 12:36 am (UTC)As for earlier writing vs later writing--I know that I was writing stuff in middle school and high school, but frankly I don't remember any of it clearly and I don't think I ever made it more than 20 pages into any one story. For me, I mark the start of my writing career when I was in college and started writing fanfic. I do think I was less aware in those days of certain stylistic elements and structural choices than I am now, but can't say that it's made me less "free" as a writer. In fact, I'd have to go with the opposite--with experience has come a greater ability to express myself. I don't have any earlier writings that I look back on with such regretful fondness as Sutcliff.
This sure made me want to read that early book of hers, though!